Yichun

Just turned 20 yesterday. sigh the thought of not being a "teen"ager anymore shudders me! i cannot believe it myself.

anyway i realised that this blog has somehow become increasingly filled with whinning and depressing posts. sorry about that, i just treat it as an outlet to express my feelings at those particular moments. hopefully less of those posts from today onwards!

thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday, for all the meet-ups meals and little presents. now i finally understand that these things meant quite a lot. i feel loved and that there are many people around who cared for me and for tolerating me for who i am. thanks to one and all again! =)

i just turned 20 today but at this current moment i just cannot bring myself to smile. in fact i am shamelessly weeping as i type this.

driving lesson early in the morning killed the mood.

failed driving test twice; failed scholarship interviews 10 times and have not done anything productive at all this year.

not to mention the stall i wanted to eat for lunch was closed.

everything just seems to be not going the right way for me.